I hate things that make you happy even things about myself
Cause I'll end up ruining it all before I ever get some help
I'll cut my face and gouge my eyes just to make me smile wide
And you can't stand to look at me, I stare at you, I watch you cry
Oh broke my leg please put me down and turn that frown oh upside down
I promise it'll be over soon, point the gun the head goes boom
You said you saw yourself in me well you definitely left your mark
Now I'm smoking myself to a new fresh start
And the smoke it fills inside my lungs so I can't find the nerve to speak
Oh god I'm spacing out and my legs are getting weak
I pass out on the floor and I nearly fuckin died
Did you lie to me or did you just change your mind?
And I know life is better without you but I
Can't help but picture myself by your side
And my life gets harder every single fucking day
If I sing this song maybe my problems'll go away
Broke my leg please put me down and turn that frown oh upside down
I promise it'll be over soon, point the gun the head goes boom
You said you saw yourself in me well you definitely left your mark
Now I'm smoking myself to a new fresh start
And the smoke it fills inside my lungs so I can't find the nerve to speak
Oh god I'm spacing out and my legs are getting weak
I pass out on the floor and I nearly fuckin died
Did you lie to me or did you just change your mind?
The gentle lo-fi songs on the latest phoneswithchords LP develop their granular sketches of childhood and coming of age into full portraits. Bandcamp New & Notable Jul 25, 2023
Charming German indie pop with the keen melodic sensibilities and melancholic undercurrent of some of the style's best practitioners. Bandcamp New & Notable Jan 26, 2021